Day 21

It is interesting that they say, "USE the force" because it isn’t really manipulating, using, or willing it to do something. In my understanding (or my opinion, how ever you want to look at it), it is more a part of nature, the world, life, an embodiment of consciousness, so to speak, and it reacts to human emotions and thought because it is a part of it. I believe the force either was the thing that gave the first human the idea to use tools or it sprang out of the first conscious movement/thought. (Kind of a chicken or the egg thing.) The force kept growing the more our range of consciousness grew. There once was one large force, but as time went on and people stopped being in harmony with the earth, the force split in two. One side still clinging to the harmony of peace with the earth, the other growing rapidly from self-gain and power, forsaking the good of all for the advancement of self. You gain more and more harmony with it as your Knowledge of it grows!
I spent the most of the day at Everett again. After 3 I went over to Andreas' house, where I found Andreas, Ben, and Erica in the driveway, playing hack. We all played hack for a long time. After a while of Hacking, fighting, learning, and burning, we got in my car and went to 2 Russ's stores looking for Episode I and went back to watch it and eat pizza in an atmosphere of control where slices were dictated. Protocol is the key, and eye-rolling a must. After all we did not watch the second movie we rented; we opted instead to escape from the social control of the matriarch, and retreat to the park for much admittance and soul searching on the part of the trio. We went to Barns and Nobles to drool over STAR WARS books and magazines. A new copy of GQ w/ Hayden Christensen and a Chai-tea-latae-frapachino in arm, we cruised and cruised, toured Lincoln, to retire to Andreas' at around 12:30am, but no one left the car till 4:00am (telling stories in a safe environment. It doesn't happen often.